By: Dylan Reaves
For Michael Haverkamp Sr., writing From the Last Days of Darkness Through the First Day of Light was far more than a literary project—it was a spiritual journey that deepened his own faith while offering readers a vivid, humanized view of the Passion and Resurrection of Jesus Christ. Co-written with his son, Michael Haverkamp Jr., the novel presents these transformative events through the eyes of St. John the Apostle, giving readers a unique perspective on a pivotal moment in Christian history.
Haverkamp Sr. describes the inspiration behind the novel as divine. “I would like to think that the Holy Spirit is the answer to that question,” he says. Though he had long intended to write a book, it was the isolation and reflection of the COVID-19 pandemic in 2020 that sparked the focus on a religious story. Haverkamp Sr. recalls waking in the night with vivid ideas for the book, often writing them down immediately to avoid forgetting them. One memorable concept involved Jesus’ first appearance to Mary after His resurrection—a moment later supported in footnotes by his son, referencing saints who shared the belief.
Several factors influenced Haverkamp Sr.’s approach. Encouraged by his son, he read The Diary of Saint Maria Faustina Kowalska, which illuminated the themes of divine mercy central to his novel. He also drew inspiration from two Old Testament-based novels, Sarah by Marek Halter and The Red Tent by Anita Diamant, which skillfully intertwined scripture with narrative fiction. “I learned more about the Old Testament reading those books than I ever knew before,” he notes. Writing his own book offered an even deeper understanding of the New Testament, providing insights that he had not appreciated prior to the process.
The choice to tell the story from St. John’s perspective was both personal and deliberate. Haverkamp Sr. had always preferred first-person storytelling, and John’s proximity to key events made him an ideal narrator. John accompanied Jesus deeper into Gethsemane than many apostles, witnessed the Transfiguration, stayed in the courtyard after Peter fled, and stood near the cross at the crucifixion. “He was the only Apostle mentioned at the crucifixion,” Haverkamp Sr. explains. Through John’s eyes, readers experience both the divine and human dimensions of these historic events, grounding the story in authenticity and emotional depth.
Balancing biblical accuracy with creative storytelling was another challenge. Haverkamp Sr. meticulously reviewed relevant passages and collaborated with his son and sister Jan, who edited the manuscript, ensuring every scene aligned with scripture. The crucifixion scene, in particular, was emotionally and technically difficult. “It is very hard to capture the incredible pain that Jesus willingly suffered for our salvation,” he reflects. They framed the scene using John’s perspective, supplemented by the observations of the holy women, creating a portrayal that is both reverent and vividly human.
The novel spans from Holy Thursday to Easter Sunday, highlighting an essential details while remaining faithful to scripture. Haverkamp Sr. emphasizes that everything included was either witnessed by John or could plausibly have been heard by him, with creative additions—such as dialogue from other disciples or holy women—used to expand context without violating biblical fidelity. The posting of Roman guards at the tomb and the interactions at the well with St. Thomas are examples of narrative elements that enrich the story while preserving historical and scriptural accuracy.
Haverkamp Sr. hopes the book resonates with modern readers, particularly those grappling with their faith. “A lot of people might not pick up a Bible, but they may be tempted to read a novel that tracks a portion of the Bible in an easy-to-read format with relatable characters,” he observes. The story emphasizes trust in Jesus and the accessibility of His mercy, reminding readers that faith can endure even amid doubt or spiritual struggle.
The book’s versatility is another hallmark. It is suitable for personal devotion, Lent meditation, group study, or simply as an inspiring read. Many readers choose to revisit it annually during Lent, while book clubs and Bible study groups have incorporated it into discussions, utilizing the comprehensive endnotes to foster reflection. “Even if someone only reads it once, it should serve to inspire them to love Jesus more and appreciate His mercy,” Haverkamp Sr. explains.
The collaboration with his son added both scholarly rigor and spiritual depth to the work. Haverkamp Sr. drafted the original manuscript, while his son supplemented the text, expanded footnotes, and ensured biblical consistency. “Almost every addition or revision Mike Jr. suggested wound up in the book,” he says, highlighting a partnership that blended devotion, research, and storytelling craft.
Haverkamp Sr.’s personal faith journey was deeply intertwined with the creation of the novel. He regularly prays the Divine Mercy Chaplet, attends Mass frequently, and reads extensively in religious literature—all practices that shaped his approach to writing. Particular Gospel moments, like the scourging at the pillar, moved him profoundly during the process. “It is hard to focus on the Passion without wanting to cry,” he admits. Yet he also emphasizes the joy and salvation inherent in these events, noting that even the act of writing the book was spiritually nourishing.
At 77, Haverkamp Sr. remains open to exploring additional biblical narratives in fiction, though he is cautious about committing to specific stories. His hope is to continue offering works that combine historical fidelity, emotional resonance, and spiritual reflection, providing readers with both insight and inspiration.
From the Last Days of Darkness Through the First Day of Light is a testament to the enduring power of faith, the human experience of divine events, and the ability of storytelling to bridge scripture and imagination. Haverkamp Sr.’s novel invites readers to witness the darkness of Good Friday and the radiance of Easter Sunday, experiencing the Passion and Resurrection not only as history but as a living, transformative journey of faith, hope, and devotion.
